Its October again. Leaves are coming down. One more year has come and gone, and nothing has changed at all. Wasnt I supposed to be someone who can face the things that Ive been running from? Ive become much too good at being invincible. Im an expert at play it safe, and keep it cool. But I swear this isnt who Im meant to be. I refuse to let my life roll all over me. I wanna be somebody. I wanna be somebody who can face the things that Ive been running from. Let me feel, I dont care if I break down. Let me fall, even if I hit the ground. And if I, cry a little, die a little..at least I know I lived, just a little. Its October again. Leaves are coming down. One more year has come and gone, and nothing has changed at all. . .