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sweders, it will be!

ok, de var längesen man skrev på svenska här men de ska jag göra nu, vill göra en revolution förstår du heh.

hursomhelst, nu är de sommarlov, eller de har varit de ett bra tag nu, två veckor. Saknaden och greppet att hålla kvar tiden som var så dyrbar är försvunnen, det har gått från orginal cola från light, hänger du med?
För de viktigaste för mig är att jag vet att alltid kommer att finnas inom mig, alla händelser, möten, upplevelser och känslor jag fått vara med om. De skedde inte utan några slut resultat, för jag är resultat, jag är vad ni allihop format och ni har gett mig allt de jag inte kunnat drömma att de fanns.

Livet går vidare, och nästa upp är bäckäng, helt ok. Jag är helt okunskapen om bckäng, vet inget om skolan typ och inget om min linje haha, jag har blint valt min väg, inte bra.
Men jag tror de kommer gå bra ändå, vi får se. (:

Sen är de så att jag kommer gå tillbaka till Malmen på deras första skoldag för att lämna tillbaka böcker som jag glömt( lr nej jag har nog inte glömt bara "glömt" med mening) haha. Jag måste ju bara se hur alla förändrats på en enda sommar, spännande haha Och jag håller på med en hemlighetfull gåva till kunziterna, vi får se om de också kommer gå bra (:

Det är tre veckor kvar innan jag sticker till USA för att semestra med mamma, vi kommer rocka resan (Y)tähä. & sommaren har börjar relativt segt men tempot ökar och snart vore sommaren som en natt. så de gäller att TA VARA! (: De känns som allas resor börjar nu de kommande veckorna och jag lämnas kvar, sen när de är hemma så åker jag, fy blä! så ovissa lägen, typiskt!

MEn vissa måste man ju ha hunnit träffa innan skolan och all press och stress skit börjar, sen har jag också jobbet. DIGGILOO, yäy! :D


Kärlek
26 Juni 2008  | Länk | Am&aLång | 1 kommentar
8

most sadness ending!
everything is so good right now, I cant find another way how it can be better because it is already very good. but sadly, we are almost at the goal, and soon we are going to split up. im sad because i love my life and everything how it is right now, there is nothing i want expect wanting the time to stop and let me be tired of the moment before it goes on...

how come I love this school more and more for everyday, I hate this feeling because i will get so hurt! damn!

However, thats life, its time to move on and making up new things and stuff. its a sort of good feeling to meet new people but letting the old people i used to share so much with...im not ready, really.

Even if people are saying its going to be ok, we are going to have contact and stuff, but seriously , that bullshit, because youll get you own life with many new people you found intressting then...

Life is complicated...

- I love being me, myself & I-
27 Maj 2008  | Länk | Am&aLång | 0 kommentar
7

One year, twelve months, fifthytwo weeks, sevendays.... they are all slipping away.

Im not tired today!, yey! hah, im only happy, but the time is slipping away in a way too fast. We have a lot stuff to do in school, and when the things slowly turn to be smaller, the days are soon finished. but i can take it, i can make it.

I have full up but no matter what i have to relax, because sometimes it feels like im walking in a wall. seriously.

I went to varberg and ullared with my family today, we had a familyday trip, and it was so pleasant!, the weather was so fabolous and i was happy.

i meet this guy, I dont know why im so found of him, but he is so intressting because of he cool outfit. he dont say anything almost and he is expressionless, it making me so curious .gad!
I thought that he was like that only when he was in school because he was tired or something but it isnt, he was like that when i saw him in the city too... ugh! i hate to be curious!

Next week happenings:
Monday: Work at arena
Tuesday: Study + prepare!
Wednesday: Study for friday test in chinese!
Thursday: Physical education day
Friday: Chinese test!
Weekend: A lot of study, starting to finish most of it!

w.21
Tuesday: submit in music history
Wednesday: debate
Friday: Submit in No and performance
School party? yeah! ;D

w. 22
marks talks

w. 23
School trip and stockholm

w. 24 finish school! :D
10 Maj 2008  | Länk | Am&aLång | 0 kommentar
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Tired!
Its all about sense of humor changing within a sec. omg!
For like a while ago, i felt i have so much to looking forward to and stuff, but seriously, not now...im schoolsick. for sure!
I hate school, its so fucking complicated and boring. but i do love the people there, but i hate the things we are doing. im sooo tired! ( im not surpriced if im saying i love schhool and im soo happy the column...) -.-

Anyway, The weather have been so good these past few days, but still, i cant focus what im doing, it feels like things are running out of my hands ..again!
it feels like nothing is toushable fo me, unreachable...
im tried of feeling lost in everything i havent done yet, i tired of being exposed to severe strain.
ugh! what i hate it sooo much!

Wellwell, i should stop care about the bad things and things that making me sick, i have been sick in three hours now, hope this will past within a day or so. i tired..

But i heard that the medicine im taking is making me like this, its a secondary effect ..
maybe i should stop taking it, because it is really making me upside down and other minute with one another face...ugh!

Ok, the summer is here almost, and im feeling no good, no good. my nose and stucked up and my eyes are crushing like helll! but im feeling good in the sun!

The summer vacation is coming up but before that, we are going to have a party i think and a trip with my classmates and a teacher, fabulous! there are adventages and disadventages about it
Adventages:
No studies, wie! ( but the three-year-hell are on the way)
being away from school! ( but i will miss it...)

Disadventages:
Missing old buddies :(
Missing school and some teacher ( notice; "some")
Missing all the funnis moments we once shared..

Yeah, and i think its so sad to leave when im at the beginning of knowing more and more people at the school right now, unfortunately.

im tired of thinking!

I decided to go out and run later, just to get my thoughts free, im soo sick..
and later i have to start study so i wont feel the damn strain all the time, ugh!

aw, hope all of you are having a nice time, enjoy!
6 Maj 2008  | Länk | Am&aLång | 0 kommentar
5

Im keeping in silence, in distance. I dont really know why, but something worthy for me changed, I have to accept it, but find it hard. Im afraid of facing it, so i keep running away from the changing, I dont want it so!

The time run off so fast, I cant remember when it started to be like this. My running steps are making me sick of being around you, my running moments are keeping telling me how wrong Ive made this out. I know I always have this guilty conscience, but this time, Its really from the heart to soul and out to the body, im feeling it everywhere.
The time are running away from our hands, is that how you want our ending to be?

wellwell
The past few days and weeks have been go on pretty well, I found out that some people are so nice to me, theyre keeping me happy and all that. There is that special one, that making me happy for wanting my attention. I feel lucky actually. and greatful!

The studies are going well, and i know that if i fokus a few day on only studies, i will be done with most of the things! yes! :D

Whats up next week;
Walpurgis
manpanday! :D
springmarket
work
and studies :)



Rosa, this is the fact, without our laughing time, i wont be that happy at all. You&me are dealing with my confusion, thoughts, laughing, moments and luck!
Thanks you for youre duty<33

26 April 2008  | Länk | Am&aLång | 0 kommentar


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